I am no super model. I have nothing to "sell". I make decisions based on intuition. I have tons of fucks not given. I swear and I have crude humor. I dye my hair any color I want and I don't always comb it. Sue me. I won't be buying any trends or begging to be anyones friend. And that is not some alternative lifestyle either. I am just tired of being anything other than me. I wear my husbands tshirts. I'm on a hiatus from bras and anything ending in "lettes" or "lattes". I binge Netflix and prefer most books read to me on audible because I am too ADD to sit and stare at a book. I have degrees but my job is based on passion and inner purpose, not a piece of paper. I have a life partner but our love is based on earning each other daily, not a stamped certificate. And I would get a divorce if he mistreated me. I would disown family for mistreating me. I am a survivor of trauma. Of child abuse, neglect, emotional and physical abuses. I am a survivor of lying and cheating boyfriends. Of almost fiances that could not bet their name on a nickel.
I support real, raw and good for you choices.
If what I do is not REAL, RAW, AND ORGANIC then I do not want it in my life. That goes for food. That goes for people. That goes for business. That goes for lifestyle. So I don't want anyone's bullshit. I am not down for a competition. I am not looking for a battle. I am not in it to win. I do not want to gossip. I don't care who is dating who. I don't extend my nose passed my own face. I don't ponder the greener grass. I'm busy trying to water my own. So please don't offer me synthetic self esteem, beauty, or love. I am not up for catching up with anyone that ever left me: NOT EXES, OLD FRIENDS OR FAMILY. ----> Because the exit sign does not have a revolving door. I will never enable trauma, abuse, sexism, or any oppression's. I will not laugh at anyone's racist memes, because its just the "popular thing to do." I will say something if I see something. I will report your ass if you do bad shit. If someone steals from me, I'll take the compliment but leave ego at the door. I am not an original mind. I am a melting pot of the most beautiful concepts and positivity I can find, and my only wish is to offer what I create to those who believe in it. ♡ Published by Jean Soto JS Jaded Savior blog: jadedsaviorblog@gmail.com
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AuthorJean Soto, mother of 3 and wife, is a writer + artist in the Hudson Valley, NY community. Archives
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