#selfproclamations #thankful #grateful #holidays #healing

I am so incredibly grateful this 2019 Holiday Season.

I talk a lot about my past trauma, current struggles, and mental health problems.

But I want to remind everyone AS WELL AS MYSELF that TRAUMA IS NOT OUR ONLY STORY.

While PTSD caused me to remember past events on REPEAT in my mind, I KNOW those are just STORIES and I AM SO MUCH MORE THAN MY TRAUMA.

THIS
YEAR
I
FINALLY
DISCOVERED
MY
SELF
WORTH.

By blogging about the things that KEEP ME UP, made me feel inadequate for ages, and kept me from SHOWING UP.

I FELT LIKE I NEVER FIT IN ANYONE ELSE'S BOX.

NO DEFINITION OF "ME" ANYONE ELSE CREATED FIT RIGHT FOR ME.

And that is because only I should and can decided WHO THE F I AM.

WHO I AM NOW.

In spite of the ghosts of who I used to be.

In spite of the people who have hurt me along my journey.

I am so incredibly grateful that i found myself.

And started a new CAREER.

I can officially announce that JADED SAVIOR has shifted into a business.

What that means is I finally found a thing I love to do and can show up every day doing while juggling being a stay at home mom and my own healing journey.

I have received support and love from my husband and our little family to do this.

So 2020, J.S. is coming for you.

Beyond that, I am grateful for this little family and this little world I am building for us.

For these beautiful, devoted and caring people who have come into my life this year.

I'm grateful for the people who have LEFT.

For the NEW #boundaries I have set.

For the ways I NOW HONOR MYSELF.

I'm so proud of myself for deciding i would FIND HELP AND SUPPORT for my mental health issues.

That i did not have to hide or suffer any longer.

2019 has been a year of rehabilitation on my mind, body and soul. ♡
I'm thankful and grateful for the CLARITY I now have.

For the opportunities now showing up at my door.

For the things I am learning and the lessons I am being given to BOOST my mind and spirit.

For the amazing opportunities I have to collaborate with powerhouse women fighting daily to make a difference.

I'm so grateful for my FACEBOOK FEED.

That is right.

SOCIAL MEDIA SAVED MY LIFE THIS YEAR.
♡

From being in a deep depression to seeking and finding purpose.

By showing me that LOVE AND EMPOWERMENT EXIST.

BY MATCHING ME WITH SOUL SISTERS.

Thank you Universe for providing for me once I decided I was worthy of the things and stopped thinking about how unworthy other people ever made me feel.
♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡

HAPPY HOLIDAYS AND REMEMBER THERE'S SO MUCH TO BE GRATEFUL FOR.

☆ PEOPLE
☆ BOUNDARIES
☆ OPPORTUNITIES
☆ LOVE
☆ A CAREER
☆ A PASSION
☆ A PURPOSE
☆ FRIENDSHIPS
☆ RELATIONSHIPS
☆ FAMILY
☆ BOUNDARIES
☆ SOCIAL MEDIA
☆ SELF CARE
☆ YOURSELF
☆ YOUR SPIRITUALITY
☆ TIME
☆ CHANGE
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♡♡♡♡
J.S. Jaded Savior