I am so incredibly grateful this 2019 Holiday Season.
I talk a lot about my past trauma, current struggles, and mental health problems. But I want to remind everyone AS WELL AS MYSELF that TRAUMA IS NOT OUR ONLY STORY. While PTSD caused me to remember past events on REPEAT in my mind, I KNOW those are just STORIES and I AM SO MUCH MORE THAN MY TRAUMA. THIS YEAR I FINALLY DISCOVERED MY SELF WORTH. By blogging about the things that KEEP ME UP, made me feel inadequate for ages, and kept me from SHOWING UP. I FELT LIKE I NEVER FIT IN ANYONE ELSE'S BOX. NO DEFINITION OF "ME" ANYONE ELSE CREATED FIT RIGHT FOR ME. And that is because only I should and can decided WHO THE F I AM. WHO I AM NOW. In spite of the ghosts of who I used to be. In spite of the people who have hurt me along my journey. I am so incredibly grateful that i found myself. And started a new CAREER. I can officially announce that JADED SAVIOR has shifted into a business. What that means is I finally found a thing I love to do and can show up every day doing while juggling being a stay at home mom and my own healing journey. I have received support and love from my husband and our little family to do this. So 2020, J.S. is coming for you. Beyond that, I am grateful for this little family and this little world I am building for us. For these beautiful, devoted and caring people who have come into my life this year. I'm grateful for the people who have LEFT. For the NEW #boundaries I have set. For the ways I NOW HONOR MYSELF. I'm so proud of myself for deciding i would FIND HELP AND SUPPORT for my mental health issues. That i did not have to hide or suffer any longer. 2019 has been a year of rehabilitation on my mind, body and soul. ♡ I'm thankful and grateful for the CLARITY I now have. For the opportunities now showing up at my door. For the things I am learning and the lessons I am being given to BOOST my mind and spirit. For the amazing opportunities I have to collaborate with powerhouse women fighting daily to make a difference. I'm so grateful for my FACEBOOK FEED. That is right. SOCIAL MEDIA SAVED MY LIFE THIS YEAR. ♡ From being in a deep depression to seeking and finding purpose. By showing me that LOVE AND EMPOWERMENT EXIST. BY MATCHING ME WITH SOUL SISTERS. Thank you Universe for providing for me once I decided I was worthy of the things and stopped thinking about how unworthy other people ever made me feel. ♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡ HAPPY HOLIDAYS AND REMEMBER THERE'S SO MUCH TO BE GRATEFUL FOR. ☆ PEOPLE ☆ BOUNDARIES ☆ OPPORTUNITIES ☆ LOVE ☆ A CAREER ☆ A PASSION ☆ A PURPOSE ☆ FRIENDSHIPS ☆ RELATIONSHIPS ☆ FAMILY ☆ BOUNDARIES ☆ SOCIAL MEDIA ☆ SELF CARE ☆ YOURSELF ☆ YOUR SPIRITUALITY ☆ TIME ☆ CHANGE ♡♡♡♡ J.S. Jaded Savior Published by Jean Soto JS Jaded Savior blog: jadedsaviorblog@gmail.com
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